Saturday, October 22, 2011

keinginanku....

hahahhaha sudah lama ku ingin nak berDIET...yah berdiet....tp smpi sekarang setiap hari mengkantoikan diri sendiri....setiap malam memasang angan2 esok aku akan start berdiet....tp....smpi sekarang msh gak blom start....




target aku before wedding adik aku....aku nak kene kurus skit....hahahha....wedding adik aku ujung bulan 11...skang dah ujung bulan 10....tp aku masih begini....masih membisikkan kata2 yang akan hilang selepas aku bangun tido...kalo nak berdiet...mmg willpower kene kuat.....kalo x kuat jadik la cam aku neh....setakat pada kata2 sajer.....




kat umah ada treadmill....exercise ball yg besar itew pon ada....ada kasut.....ada dumbell....tp aku masih gak macam tue.....aih....tgk esok lagik plan nak gi breakfast kt mcd....actually i've done before....aku penah diet dulu....tp aku jumpa doc la....so doc tuh kasik menu....kasik guideline how to start dieting...sbb masa tue aku diet sbb nak dptkan anak.....alhamdulillah dari berat 74kg aku turun ke 60 kg dalam masa 4 bulan.....then kemudia. few months after..aku dpt really great news....i am pregnant....alhamdulillah...syukur sgt.... tak sangka......ehhehe...tp aku nk kene kuatkan semangat gak..... camne pon aku nak kene kurus...at least turun few pound masa weddig adik aku shud be enough.....




peralatan, menu semua dah siap sedia....cuma nak start neh...hope next monday aku bleh start.....problem aku ialah nak breakfast saja.....lunch n dinner aku bleh control lagik....nak kire calori intake pon satu hal...pening kepala aku neh.....tp kalo tak start smpi bila nak pandai kan.....and one more thing..... i hate jogging.... dont know how to make it really fun to jog....facilities tuk jogging pon ada....umah aku nih pon ngadap taman ala2 rekreasi gak la.....tp selalu aku bawak aryan pi jln2 jer main kat playground dia...pastu aryan ajak lari....lari skit2 saja.....




tp aku nak kene buckle up....tied my hair...then move on.....have to really start it...if not... forever i will struggling with my own weight..... losing my confidence bit by bit.....




chaiyok! chaiyok!